| each summer day passes. |
[15 Jul 2008|07:26pm] |
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and with each day, i look at my life differently. today's a good one. the summer evening light still shines in through the windows and hallelujah acoustic is playing from the speakers, and it's weird but just those small factors contribute towards my outlook on life today. it's take a bit to realize how good you have it.
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| count this one as a win, love. |
[28 Jun 2008|11:52am] |
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demi lovato - this is me (acoustic) lol |
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with independence comes strength.
but you can't say i've wasted time.
this is a win-win situation, as hard it can be to see through.
toying with hearts is not my game.
i'll steer clear of you heart's path.
i'm not hanging on, but i won't gave goodbye.
as fragile as some hearts are, there should be no reason to leave for good.
thanks to the summer, for its beauty, and its escape.
lol piece of shit
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| now i think we're taking this too far. |
[06 Jun 2008|09:27pm] |
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hahaha it's that time again. if you don't like these, don't read them. i just need to vent~ my feelings
i know, brighter references k.
lol stfu if i'm a shitty writer. i try :(
good thing this doesn't apply anymore as of yesterday. or is it a good thing....? ugh we'll see.
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| if only time flew like a dove.. |
[11 Mar 2008|06:17pm] |
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| hey there, trl |
[11 Feb 2008|08:41pm] |
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i remember being one of the first people to listen to the record version of the song. each and every second reminding me of the sticky feeling of that first july day surrounded by thousands of people. tents and stages. sweat and sunburn. re-playing dear maria takes me back to that day each time. 7:40 pm and it's still light outside. on the barricade with people i love beside me and the band i love right infront of me. singing at the top of my lungs. matt capturing us on film. loving every moment of it. just being there.
tomorrow the dear maria video premieres on trl and i couldn't be more proud.
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| kenotia. |
[13 Jan 2008|08:16pm] |
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they were playing kenotia at hot topic today. that made me happy. :]
i wanted to tell the dude working there how awesome i thought that was. but he'd probably just be like uh okay.
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| well. |
[13 Jan 2008|01:42pm] |
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finals this week. how fun, of course. i'm supposed to be doing homework rn but it's okay.
yesterday consisted of watching juno, (which is a cute movie btw, for real. ellen page and michael cera are v. ftw. right?) jamba juice, cake frosting scented shampooo/conditioner mmmm. (god i could eat the stuff) and more random everything.
how do you lock your entries? i mean just like, select ones. not your whole journal.
how is everyone? i never really talk to people via this journal. i'm just on communities, really. so speak up. :) hello there, how's life.
oh and i finally finished reading the lovely bones. i first picked that book up in september of '06 haha, and i didn't finish until last week since i kept reading it and putting it aside for months each time D: it's a really good book though.
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| omg, |
[26 Dec 2007|12:54pm] |
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get the hell over it. all time low will always be the same down to earth kids they have always been. they are always going to love their fans, they are always going to have great crowd interaction. all time low is not going to forget you. get that through your heads, and shut up.
thanks.
and don't tell me ~omg you don't know how i feel~. trust me, i know how you feel. i felt this way about paramore. oh noez, they're on trl, the world is over! jkfjkgjdf. you know what you do? you get over it. that's what i did. toss out all those feelings, and just be damn proud of them because these are their wildest dreams coming true. this is everything they've worked for, this is everything they're stoked about. i DO know how you feel. but you just have to have faith in them that that will remain the same down to earth kids they've always been.
p.s. hope you all had a nice christmas. or whatever it is you celebrate. : )
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| i really love |
[14 Dec 2007|07:23pm] |
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when you think of me |
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i've been trying real hard to keep my head high, as high as i can, lately. i'm sick of breaking.. i'm sick of little things causing me to just break. i want to be happy. so i'm trying, i'm trying.
p.s. it doesn't feel like december imo. it feels like october... or some other fall month. :/
and i love how in october i posted about how it felt like christmas...
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| the thing i don't like about posting personal things on here |
[02 Dec 2007|02:16pm] |
is that my posts appear on people friends lists.
and that makes it seem like, i'm asking people to read my stuff.
i'm not asking you to read it.
it's mainly for myself but i don't mind other people reading it, is the thing.
is there a way to disable your posts from appearing on f-lists?
uh whatever.
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| we've learned to run from anything uncomfortable. |
[01 Dec 2007|03:35pm] |
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we've tied our pain below.
and no one ever has to know, that inside we're broken.
i don't understand... over the course of a year and a half i think i've formed a habit of running. it didn't use to be like this. when there was that pain, i'd get rid of it. toss out everything, until it was all gone. there was no fear, at all.
now... i face my fear, and i feel like i'm not afraid anymore, but i'm still not completely comfortable, and it feels like i'm running. it was never like this before. before there was nothing to run from, because i had rid of all the bad. i don't know what this is... is this just a new terrible habit of mine? or is that there was so strong of an impact that makes it hard to completely let go. i feel like i've let this go. i feel like all my fear is gone. but i'm still not completely okay. and i don't understand.. it wasn't like this before. ever.
today did not go like i planned it would. at all. i had the chance, but i chose the fall. and i was searching, calling. didn't mean to be a bother. running through my dreams. driving me crazy.
completely clueless, oblivious.
where are you now? i need to know.
4/4 beats, out of time.
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| you don't know what you do, to me. |
[31 Oct 2007|09:08pm] |
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i don't know... what do i want? a miracle? or for this song to be stopped? why don't you determine that for me.. how's friday? if it doesn't rain...
miracle was my heart song today. but it switches. it changes..
i swear, paramore.. they send out their little spies and have them hack into my heart. they record down everything they see, and report back to paramore. paramore puts it into song! and that's how it works. seriously, there's like always a paramore song that goes along with exactly how my heart is doing. they always know how i feel... and that's a big reason as to why i love them so much.
mayday parade does pretty well too. but paramore owns such a huge piece of my heart.
5.6 earthquake that hit the bay last night, and even beyond. scary stuff. and i don't want anything stronger to hit, blah.
that was the first earthquake i have ever felt. ever. and i've lived in california all my life, and i've never felt one, seriously. when other people feel like them, i'm like, what earthquake? but this one, i actually felt.
tonight - halloween.
i only collected $10 for UNICEF. but atleast it's something. some lady was like, you could be a scam. what school do you go to? what club are you in? you could have just made this little box by yourself. do you have a card? who's your counselor? but she eventually gave in when i told her who my counselor was, since she knows him, she says.
went back to ashley's, we made rice krispies. we were gonna have them be halloween colors. first we made orange rice krispies, so that was fine. but then green. then teal. so much for halloween colors, ha.
then i had green and red potatoes, and green eggs! ha yeah, i had fun dying all my food tonight.
i still need to blog about the mayday parade show & tourzilla last week, i'll get to that soon.
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| 'cause nights like these i wish i'd said don't go. |
[20 Oct 2007|10:41pm] |
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you remind me of a Lesson In Romantics<3.
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| omgz, guess wut u guize |
[16 Oct 2007|08:53pm] |
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i left the all time low boards! yeah bitches. that's right. i'm fed up with them. now i'll be referring to boardies as "them", not "us". i'm finally free!
anyway. today was not a good day. i'm sorry i'm a shitty best friend and a shitty daughter and a shitty niece. fuckfnjhjhfjhshj ugh.
i could have sworn the people messing around on the piano today in choir were playing mayday parade. but i didn't want to be wrong.
god how i love mayday parade.
alot of their stuff makes me wanna cry, in a good way.
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| lulz |
[15 Oct 2007|10:09pm] |
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*~*~we're all *~family*~~*
o sew kewl
for real man, i would buy a bracelet if i actually had pride.
but you see, i don't! and i have pride in not having pride.
i whole-heartedly love being from the paramoremusic community though, hence why i have a bracelet! :)
my head kinda hurts. i should get some sleep. maybe in like, 15 or so.
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| random |
[13 Oct 2007|01:05pm] |
yes, i watch gossip girl
do you have a problem? hahaha
i think i'll go to american apparel today, and buy some weird colored leggings.
well thanks for reading.
bye!
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| atlb*~~* |
[10 Oct 2007|03:38pm] |
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i'm thinking of leaving.
it felt good on those boards once.
july 1st, 2007, at warped. being the only kids yelling the words to the back then, unreleased song - let it roll, at the top of our lungs. wearing atlb bandanas, representing! it was fun, it was great, ya know?
but there hasn't been anything awesome lately.
it's been more like... well, shit, basically.
and maybe i will leave those boards.
but, maybe i won't.
seriously, people, stop.
1 you join the boards with a "hey guys, i love all time low" perspective.
in two weeks, it becomes "omggggz, atl mai lyfe *~savurz!"
uh, NO.
2 when the cd leaked.
everyone was pretty much like, omggzzz da cd leaked, wut the fuk omgz
it seemed like the whole board was this way.
can't one of you just step up and voice your TRUE opinions?
don't lie about how the cd leaked ruined your life, when it didn't.
don't say shit like that just to fit in.
i can see right through your beautiful lies.
and there are SO many other screwed up things about those boards.
i'm just tired of it.
should i leave? or go?
i do love some of those kids, i do.
but, i don't know if i want to stay anymore.
word of advice to anyone thinking of joining - PLEASE be strong, be the one willing to voice your true opinions, don't lie that atl are your "heroez 4 lyfe*~" when they aren't. don't say shit just to fit in. PLEASE be willing to speak your mind, even if it means getting bashed. and not just bashed by one person, by a big fat handful of people. people who just automatically assume things about you, that aren't true. get ready to defend yourself. if you can't, i suggest you not join at all.
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[09 Oct 2007|02:54pm] |
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vegas - all time low |
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the weather makes it feel like christmas break. i'm glad i didn't go to school, thanks paramore.
is it christmas yet?
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| whoawhat |
[06 Oct 2007|02:11pm] |
i don't know what that last post was all about, i guess i just needed an excuse to post something.
i was planning on going to half moon bay &santa cruz with sarah and her friends... but, hmm. i guess not. i'm at home now. fun, duh. i've been feeling so trapped for the past year, and i'm so glad that i've finally found out that one of my bifflez feels the exact same way! trapped here, in this place. confined to this state.
so we're gonna get out, take a cross country trip, baby.
boston... here we come? maybe, next summer.
who knows.
well, we're planning on it.
but, i really don't know.
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| warped. |
[25 Aug 2007|11:05am] |
i'm sorry, but warped isn't a place to 'get some'.
actually i'm not sorry.
that's some disrespectful shit to the bands.
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